19/2/23 ^^^ Cybernetic Loop model with TraXX doesn't work

 So I am changing my station to Fly and the others.  I am now a renegade.  No particular station.  Whatever works.  In short, I have no formula to stick to.  Therefore I can say my Global Telepathy project is a failure.

I am not a failure yet.  I have the Athlete4Life Project that I can bank on.  Looks like that is my best bet.

In the end, there is nothing.  Or maybe I'll go for jazz.  Let's decide on jazz.

We stick to the basics.  Stay with eat right, move more, and sleep well.

Then I avoid the 5 Cs,

What matters is the exercise routine.

As long as I can exercise, I am OK.  Nothing else matters.  Just stay with the routine.

Up to now, even the writing is irrelevant.  It is nothing more than a reflection.

So, if I want to reflect a sound mind, I write well.  If I want to reflect a sound body I diet and exercise.

No need to have a form.  Just reflect on what is in my mind.  At present 60 kg is a worthy ideal.  Just pursue that.  Every day is about moving closer to 60 kg.

Nothing else matters.

I no longer keep close company.  All my close companies are smokers.  What good is that?

So might as well keep my goals close to me.

Jazz is the right Cybernetic Loop.  My job is to write and write.  With no concern for format and flow.

I would love to listen to Senjutsu on this damp, rainy day.

It is an opera.

I had fought all the odds.  Now is nothing left to fight but my own shortcomings; dope I am done for.

Now is to fight SSIDSLIP.  The eight-headed hydra.  Iron Maiden is my companion on this journey.

My life is dependent on my success.  For the past 4 weeks, no more gout.  That is a good sign.

Let's say I take a snapshot.  From 1999 to 2019, I was in a deep mess due to the 3 Cs.  From 2019 onwards, I quit cigarettes.  That was the beginning of the real recovery.  From the moment I quit cigarettes and cannabis, the madness began to recede.

I tried to replace cunts with a cunt.  It would have worked but in this case, it didn't.  And so my consolation is Iron Maiden.  My traveling companion all these years.

In reality, I need a lasting replacement.  Iron Maiden is good.  However, I need a replacement that I can pursue on a daily basis.  That is the Athlete4Life.

Therefore I need to persist no matter what.  Even if it means I am Sisyphus and Icarus at the same time.

As long as there is hope for a better future, I should give it my best shot.

Athlete4Life is my best shot for a better future.  Already I am getting a pair of new eyes.  It's high time I live a quality life.

Come to think of it, what is the gripe?

I live a good life.  All I need to do now is to be diligent.

Two things...  Discipline and a Positive Mind.

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