All I care is to abstain from the 5 Cs. That's my battle. I need all the power bestowed upon me to fight Cannabis, Caffeine and [refined] Carbs. These are the forefront of the attacks.
Cigarettes and Cunts are waiting a[s] (at) the second line. There are real dangers waiting. Gout, diabetes, kidney failure, pancreas failure, cancer... These are the wagers of this war. Not to mention STDs.
Call me crazy, but as far as I am concerned I am at war STILL, with the 5 Cs.
This is my war. And this I need Iron Maiden to keep me company. Senjutsu Album is opportune for this occasion.
THIS IS WAR!
I am losing ground. I compromised. I should not give in to Carbs. Once I do that I keep losing ground. No, Never Give Up.
I may feel terrible. I may sleep a lot, but I should never surrender to the 5 Cs.
Cannabis, Cigarettes, and Cunts are the obvious enemies. However the Head Honco, the leader of the pack is [refined] Carbs. It is so well disguised that we need to put a separate title to its name. It is concealed under the name nutrition.
I fought cigarettes and cannabis. I thought these two are tough. [Refined] Carbs is even tougher. It hijacked the Ghrelin Hormone.
When I fight Carbs, I don't fight it directly. I am fighting the desire to eat. Therefore to win the battle with Carbs means to withstand hunger.
Right now, Dopamine is rebelling; asking me to smoke pot. I have to buck the bronco until it is calm.
I had disturbed the hornet nest. I cut the amount of Carbs. Naturally my Dopamine balance was tilted. So now I am fighting a Dopamine rebellion.
Dopamine is like a bunch of rowdy sailors. They work hard to keep everybody happy and now they want their reward, Carbs.
I have to tech them that the real reward is Leptin. Through conditioning, we can produce Leptin with veggie; a form of [complex] carbs. These are my Allied Forces.
Note: After listening to so many stations and genres, I concluded I am an Iron Maiden fan through and through.
I am better of listening to Iron Maiden.
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