Let's see if I can survive this ordeal for the next couple of days.
No worries. What I should be worried about is the quality [] (of) sleep I am getting. Today is a real bummer. I end up *sleep[] (sleeping) most of the time.
* This really upset my night sleep.
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If you live long enough, you will end up with *diabetes[4].
* That is what I am trying to avoid.
I am also trying to avoid meeting BJ. No Cannabis. Definitely not.
So sugar is the biggest challenge.
I have to slowly remove it from my diet. Very dangerous indeed.
Ayam Tonggek is a major no no. If I can unlearn to love Ayam Tonggek, I can unlearn to love 3-in-1 Coffee.
This is my battleground. It is a race against diabetes.
The good news is, I must be doing something right. My weight is coming down.
I need to closely watch what I eat.
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The best way to tackle this is to fly solo. That way I can minimize the many minds.
Like right now is fine. I am in my zone. Rambling to myself oblivion of the external forces. The minute I try to act smart, swoosh, downward spiral.
I got too much time on my hand. I should be lifting weights today. Can't do that. Still, I need to look at the big picture[3].
Say, I just realized one thing. As long as I give, I keep on receiving.
I just chill then. What goes around gets around.
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