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28/3/23 ### For 23 years, I roam the land

 I can do everything except smoke cigarettes.

Even dope is not half as bad.

I decided to recall all the factors today and only deal with the prime in CCC.  That way, I stand alone in every possible means:

Therefore, from this point on, I live in isolation among CCC.

Rightfully I close my 23-year-old chapter today.

• Officially recall all factors
• No more ASAS NEO
• No more FaceBook and WhatsApp

I am now a one-man show.

Therefore I can ramble and ramble without having to worry if I have an organization.  The[re] (The) truth is I don't have jack-shit.  None whatsoever.

Therefore I will act as if I don't have a care in the world,

NO NOTHING...  For 15 years I fought Iblus and for the next 8 years I act as the Visionary Leader, if that is not enough I don't know what is.

All because of Lilla Hi Taala.  Now I can rest.  One year short of my 60-year-old Anniversary.

Eagles fly alone, and a warrior walks alone.  I know who I am.  I am God Almighty.  I am the Golden Apple and the Apple Tree too.

mm

28/3/23 ^^^ Ar Rahman 55 is the most glaring karomah

 There is god and this god is fair.

I said, "I never see god in His full form."  There He is...

All I did was OBEY and OBEY 7:7

I did that for 23 years

God is a dragon, like Tian Long transformed from rose gold to golden gold, TWICE.

This is the good thing about joining the ranks of the insane, I can ramble and ramble as nobody gives a hoot.

We need to push our thoughts to the brink.  It is at the brink discoveries were made.

mm     

>>>#28/3/23 All matters are intelligent and all matters are gods

 I have no care in the world.  I just [just] want to run, run, run, and run.  Ramadan is a bad time to [t]o (do) that.  I am experiencing fatigue.

So I fight fatigue by not eating.  Hopefully, I can complete OMAD today.

mm

27/3/23 *** After all the years, the battle peaks at no cigarettes, no 3-in-1 coffee and OMAD.

 This Ramadan I have to do it.  This is my story.

I only have 3 challenges this month.

The road forward is getting easier.

mm

27/3/23 ^^^ I am doing fine on my own

 Yes, I fly solo.  I choose to be on my own, minding my own business.

"The object of life is not to be on the side of the majority but to escape finding oneself in the ranks of the insane.’ - Marcus Aurelius

I like being in the rank of the insane.  As long as I can say anything I like, who needs the masses?

The bottom line, I am free.  I can do things that I like.

That is the freedom of being insane...

My enemy is FUD.  Should I conquer FUD, the road ahead is very clear indeed.

To conquer FUD is to flow.  Just live life.

FUD is just an illusion, and yet, FUD immobilizes.

mm

27/3/23 ^^^ I am a Warrior who walks alone

 I hate Ramadan.  Everything is off-tune.

Ramadan is a fighting month.

Very importantly NO CIGARETTES

Next, NO 3-in-1 COFFEE

Lastly, eat OMAD.

Just do these three.

mm