Saturday, 31 December 2022

1/1/23 ###Fatigue - one of my challenges

 Happiness.

Finish what you start.

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1/1/23 ^^^I am very hungry indeed

 This is indeed a challenge.  I am as hungry as a bear and I cannot wait to get my hands on the Cucur Bawang.

I know it is fried flour, but it tastes so good.

I ended up chasing it down with Cordial Syrup.

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>>>#1/1/23 Fuck the last hole. Focus on the next holw

 I woke at 8:00 am and missed the morning walk  No worry, I forgive myself.

Maybe for a start, I just go easy.  I was tired this morning.  The sleep was well deserved.

Most importantly, no breakfast.

This is a 3 months test run.

I want to be thinner than my siblings.

Keep the resolution intact.

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Lizzie is preparing Cucur Bawang for breakfast.

I salvage whatever I can for today.

Don't give up.

I have to eat some chocolate. I was so tired.

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31/12/22 ***Farewell 2022

 The New Year is about to begin.  What will be the single most important thing I want to leave behind?  None other than the fat me.


Tomorrow is my Moment of Truth.  So tonight I stay up a bit, party a bit, and then sleep.

I am better off with Lite.

Happy New Year, Sarah.

Flag-off 2023.

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31/12/22 ^^^I decided to switch to Lite

 For one reason only, synchronicity.

Here I am, a one-man show, putting up my class act with the help of Lite.

What do I intend to achieve?  None other than 70 kg by Ramadan.

Along the way, I have to fight SSIDSLIP.

Therefore it is a Path of Isolation.

For 2023 I want to be the Silent Runner.

Just run, run, run, and run.

The Moment of Truth is the first quarter 2023.

I better be serious about it.

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31/12/22 ^^^Begin countdown 2023 - TraXX New Year's Eve Special

 I can't believe how much talking is happening at TraXX.

Yak, yak, yak...

Hmmm...  I wonder if I will establish the Cybernetic Loop tonight.  Somehow I am fatigued.  The food makes me tired.

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Let's be sensible about it.  It is better for me to get on my way.  Focus on my 2023 goals.

After all, as I mentioned many times, a Warrior Walks Alone.

So 2023 is less conversation and more action.

If Cybernetic Loop is what I am looking into, it has to be the Oud music.  The rest are remnants of thoughts and emotions packaged in parchments.

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What the hell are they doing?  Talk, talk, talk, and more talk.  I better switch to Lite.  Maybe I hang out for a little while

For Els's sake.

Anyway, I got my Ipad ready.

This is not going anywhere...

OK, I switch to Lite.

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